To Paloma's coming new born child
Be. Un-contextualized, just be
Be without more than the awareness of being. No subject. The self
Becoming more by gaining knowledge
A vague memory of more
Physical evidence of having been
Traces of a concept such as wholeness and breakages
Want
Wanting to be
Remembrance of the I versus others – what was not me
And pain. Time lined pain at the end
From the beginning of wholeness, intermittences of pain for not being as whole as I plan to be
Be more
Be me – better, I
And such
Time lined being
Traces of remembrance without subject
Or again
And again
Release from the want to become
And again:
Be